At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and shouldn't try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
1.middle-africa (adj.)- a word used to describe high school freshman boys; undeveloped in the central region; unworthy of upper-classman girls.”Jay, I don’t understand why you go for the middle-africa boys, i mean really, you’re a sophomore.”
I want to know that things are set in stone that my beliefs are mine and mine alone that everything I’ve worked for will bring me prosperity that I’m not alone, and that everyone around me is content at least for a moment.
Someday, I want to be able to feel completely glorious, selfless and loving innocent and knowing the world isn’t perfect, but life is beautiful
It seems we make our own beds to sleep in, and ours are separated by a sea so vast I couldn't reach you even if I was a master sailer. You're beautiful, I hope you know. But this is where our paths diverge.
A cityscape, all planned out on a grid system zigzagging, traffic cones avoiding jackhammers and car alarms frequent thefts and adulteries breaking up cement and there are always couples walking in the park both young and old, young and old. they mosey on as if the world around them has disappeared. I wish I could feel that much at peace, but I’m the engineer who is constructing this maze building forever
this maze of false anger false hope my heart going hungry at the oddest of times my stomach is stubborn, and won’t keep anything down there where food bubbles and boils sinking like ships in a tub full of acid and my soul my soul has jumped ship: hopeful refugee running from a town full of cannibals.
I don’t want to build don’t want to waste time entrenched in the grittiest parts of the grimiest grime I’m always down in the gutters reconstructing trying to make above ground life manageable for everyone else.