March 2011
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Dear You,
I’d just like to say, even though I have no right to be, I’m mad at you.
and mad at myself.
I’m mad at disappointment.
If things are meant to be, they’ll happen I guess.
It doesn’t soothe the sting though.
from, me
Constantly I'm tumblin
Off for a couple days. I love Oahu.
“and third, I unconditionally, irrevocably, impenetrably, heterogeneously, gynecologically, wished that he had kissed me.”
—Nightlight, A parody
I need to find out more about my parents.
“Pretend inferiority and encourage his arrogance.”
—Sun Tzu
Conversations with Dad.
“Just imagine this bottle has water in it. Now, is it half full or half empty?”
“Half full. Actually, it’s always full. Whether it be with liquid or air. I’m not a pessimist, dad.”
“You sure sound like it.”
“No, I’m a cynic. I’m down on people, but being alive is beautiful.”
AWESOME.
So apparently this massive storm is rolling East.
Off/on Thunder and lightning all day though
andddd
at 6:21 AM my house shook due to thunder.
Thanks for the wakeup call.
At some point you will realize that you have done too much for someone, that the only next possible step to do is to stop. Leave them alone. Walk away. It’s not like you’re giving up, and shouldn't try. It’s just that you have to draw the line of determination from desperation. What is truly yours would eventually be yours, and what is not, no matter how hard you try, will never be.
I’d sleep and stuff
but right now watching lightning bolts out over the ocean is a far better idea.
P.S. Thunder sucks though.
